Rockin' Into The Night....

Perfect Xmas gift: Moondance 06 tix.


I swear it will be the most stellar gift ever. The beauty of classic rock, getting drunk, and escaping the world for four days is well worth pudner 200 bucks.

WE-FEST? Nah.....

Moondance...Damn Straight.

Those Damn Tweekin' Trees Off Hwy 200...

Yes, I will be stating the obvious that the weather was decently shitty out yesterday. Driving home 25 mph from Walker was hella' cool, I must say. Did that after pudner' hit 3 trees turning onto hwy 200 towards Laporte. Thought I take a stroll in the backroads....that's a big no-no.

I took the turn going damn near 50 and was sliding towards the ditch that was off to my right. Three trees were standing tall...holy fuck good thing I slammed it hard on the parking break. i was a foot away from going head on with those bastards. So as I was inches away from seeing Jesus, I settled down a bit, drove the car forward a little ways and backed out of it. Made it out and was safe and sound.

Get back and had to work. Fun fun. :-P. less than a month i'm outta here. gonna miss the place. Bemidji is where i really felt at home. Never did at Litchfield, which was home sweet hell for me.

So anyway, aoubt my close call....according to my antics lately I should have gotten it worse. that was flowing thru my mind on the way home after that. Why did I survive? Why did i get it easy? With a smile on my face I guess it's not my time to leave this place.

Peace out

J2K

Litchfield Minnesota 55355...

Holy smokes is it ever boring here. I was going to stay up all weekend at bemidji, knowing it will be boring here but while i was at thanksgiving dinner at grams's house, i decided to go home with my brother that evening to Litchfield, thinking there will be stuff to do, people to see. Thought I'd shoot some fowl too with pops but it won't be worth buying a small game liscence since i'll be too busy for it, and only go out for one day. Yeah, pheasant hunting here, rather than partridge up north is way more fun, and always a guarenteed a clean kill. Such a bummer.

So anyway, since I have been home on thursday night, and now it is saturday afternoon, I HAVE DONE A WHOLE LOT OF NOTHING.....except for seeing the snowfall, and watching movies. Oh and I guess bars but that's the usual... Must say Coach Carter is up there for one of my favorites, and I bought my favorite "Ah-nold" movie Total Recall. All must see the bad acting in this film, and laugh yourself to death. It's priceless. Nice to see winter is upon us once again. Bemidji as far as I know didn't get anything yet.

Mom is having me put up the ol' x-mas tree tomorrow before we go to church. Was going to go to a baptism with pops down in southern minnesota but by the time i get back, the roads will be shitty with weather for me to return to the north shore. Damn it anyway. So when I come back, ppl will ask me how things went, I will have nothing to say.


Charlie, good friend of mine, used to have an apt here for all of us buddies to go over there and share a case of grainbelt, The Beast, and Schlits but now that he's stranded at Eau Claire and has family at Olivia, it bums me out that I can't have a few cold ones and be my outrageous self that everyone wants to see. Tried calling him but never returns the phone calls. Where the fuck is he these days?

I'd try calling some other buddies but they kind of drifted like i did to do their own thing. Getting older. Partying days are done, and ppl are settling down, getting married and evertyhing is roses. Not for me. I guess I have a lot of growing up to do.

Got a wedding invite to Iowa this January. While I am living at home, at least I have more free time to visit. I will be either working at a wharehouse at Dassel or canning foods at Cokato (Crack-ato) minnesota. haven't decided yet.

Days are being numbered til end of the semester and eurospring will be upon us. I know now for sure i'm moving home and save up money cuz europe will be spendy.

Happy birthday, Andy. I forgot to give you a ring. Shit, If I'm bored I might have to call you this evening to kick it. But you'd probaly be back up at bemidji tonight. blast. I have to stay down here til tomorrow morning.

Peace Out

J2K

Hurrah!

It's the freaking weekend already...

Two for one tjuans tonight, just like i like to do for every thanksgiving break. last year i spent it with laura and no one showed up cuz she had no friends, cept for me. anyway, this year it will be andy and i, and i hope to get a select few others show up. be a hell of a time.

have a safe weekend everyone.

Jon

State Of Love And Trust

Pearl Jam


Oh ...
State of love and trust as I busted down the pretext
Sin still plays and preaches, but to have an empty court, uh huh
And the signs are passin`, grip the wheel, can`t read it
Sacrifice receiving the smell that`s on my hands ... hands, yeah
And I listen for the voice inside my head
Nothin`, I`ll do this one myself

Lay her down as priest does, Should the lord be accountin`
Will be in my honour, make it pain, painfully quick, uh huh
Promises are whispered in the age of darkness
Want to be enlightened like I want to be told the end ... end, yeah
And the barrel stays aimed a-directly at my head
Oh, help me, help me from myself
And I listen yeah, from both sides of the bed
Nothin`, I`ll do this one myself
Oh oh ohMyself ... myself

Yeah, yeah ...

Hey, na-na-na-na, hey that`s something
Hey, na-na-na-na, hey that`s something
Hey, na-na-na-na, hey that`s something
Wanna back, back it away, yeah
And I listen, yeah, for the voice inside my head
Nothin`, I`ll do this one myself
Oh, ah, and the barrel waits, trigger shakes
Aimed right at my head, won`t you help me
Help me from myself
Eh Oh Eh Oh Ehh (x2)

Hmm ... state of love and trust, and a ...
State of love and trust, and a ...
State of love and trust, and a ...
State of love and ... yeah yeah

Thanksgiving is upon us...

This week is not going to be as hellish...get a few days off hell yeah. I will not be going home at all though. My family will come up, hang out for a couple days. That's alright. I can only stand my family for as long as a couple days. As I get older, I just get sick of my mom nagging and my goofball dad. Erik and I are so much different. We are brothers but we don't see eye to eye. Our political views are different, he's straight edge (doesn't drink and doesn't believe in other fun stuff we do), music interests are different, he's not into the same movies, list goes on. It's sad that I cannot sit down and have a beer with him. He'd rather be with his steady girlfriend and watch Gilmore Girl episodes all fucking day and pop in Full House DVDs afterwards. If I have free time during afternoon i would write or go to a bar with a few friends and shoot the shit. I'll be playing some cards as well. Living like a bachelor.

Moving on...I cannot wait for the big feast, drinking miller lite and watching some football with the family. Take our minds off school and work. Speaking of work...Might get some hours in this week. I need the money in the worst way possible.

Oh and I love being single. I see friends get into relationships right now and i'm not wanting any of that at all. Not at this time at 22 for Christ's sakes. Shit, at 20 I was living with a girl, and I was practically married and it felt weird. It sucked looking back cuz I was so out of touch with the world. YOu have to carry a guidebook around to make your girl happy these days, y'know? I mean that is what it was like for me. And i also hate gotta wait for phone calls, hate being told not to drink too much, don't party too much. Oh, and the complaints come in after awhile with your girl saying "you used to be this way now you have changed..." You cannot be married right away, people. If my friends are happy...that's good. It's just that I have not found that yet, I don't know what it takes to make an awesome relationship.

Late for Class. Isn't that a hoot?

Jon

My Ideal Band...

I cannot see myself play any music that is pop-rock (Nickelback, Foo Fighters, or anything new basically.)

I miss good guitar solos. I haven't seen anyone these days pick up a guitar and kick it in the ass.

I would say, if anything my ideal band I would like to be like is Journey. it's feel good music. I dig their tunes a lot, and must say I like every damn one of them. It's what is in my blood as for now.

Ramble On

Jon

Ride the Wind

Snow is here. I gotta peaceful, easy feeling these days with everything basically. Bemidji shows its true colors with this season. Fishing is always the best during winter and the deer will be more visible when I go out muzzleloading.

Now that I'm not a pledge anymore, a lot of weight suddenly came off my shoulders. Yeah, funny how that works. And also I'm focusing more on my academics....hmmmm....

oh i still don't feel like i'm 'one of the guys' yet in Theta Tau Epsilon, but i'll get there soon. Offered to help out with the bake sale today with Intergreek council today. feels good to be involved and get to know ppl on campus. Now I can go home and tell my parents how the university is benefitting me. Senate is cool too. Don't feel like a senator, but i'll get there.

I have the Eagles playing. Found the Cd in a trash can. The former owner of this CD must have felt like The Dude Lebowski about hating the "fucking Eagles." for having a rough day. Don't Mind if i have in my possesion. Good to relax to. I havne't relaxed since the beginning of this semester.

Apparently I had another outrageous + sucky weekend with locking my keys in my car. Got a firend pissed off for allowing a nasty chick get his number from my cell. What else...Jon gets drunk and you all know I get.

The sexual encounters have stopped. It wasn't appealing anymore. I rather test the waters more. She wanted to keep going with it and I had to say enough is enough. Since true love doesn't exist in my life right now, I better keep on keeping on in that field of fuck em', be friends, and let it be. No hard feelings.

Cowboy, give me a holler next month.

Peace out

Jon

woah...

harsh message, eh? we have our moments. oh well no one else can judge me cept for myself. that's all i gotta say.

Hippies...

David Letterman: here's a top ten list from this pub'!

10.) Hippies are just dumb...

9.) Hippies complain and don't do shit

8.) They are anti-American...weaken our nation as a whole.

7.) They do drugs and want more and more drugs to be legalized. How can our society be good if no one knows what the hell is going on after doing blow? Sure, they can be philosophical, but end up talking to trees rather than people! Oof-ta!!

6.) hippies are pussies...they come in great numbers to protest but hey, no prob... a bulldozer will get the job done as they stand in line!! (ain't that fucking great?)

5.) Hippies don't work...irresponsible jerkoffs.

4.) Hippies rely on parents to wipe their ass thru life; even if they are over 50. Go to Winona and you'll find out that I'm telling the truth!!

3.) Hippies just piss me off...(Oh, that's not obvious :-S!!)

2.) Hippies would support terrorists!! (That means they can just as well get the fuck out of our country if they hate us so much those waste of sperm!!)

1.) Hippies listen to sad bastard music and that music never sells. it's harmful to the human ear. Nothing stands out but "Oh poor me!!"....They bitch, gripe, and complain how their life sucks...THAT IS BECAUSE THEY DON'T DO SHIT!!

It is Good we have a leader who can lead (Yes, I'm talking about Bush) and keep us in line how to be instead of letting us be TOTALLY FREE! Good they have limited rights with their radical views towards "others"! What I mean by "others" is those who like what we have in USA. I don't want to listen to a sad, lowlife cryass expressing his/her feelings cuz they were irresponsible with life everytime i walk outside of my room on campus. They suck at life!! I live at a very liberal college but aren't all colleges liberal? People remember....America: This is the land of OPPOR'FUCKING'TUNITY and liberals, dems, etc forgot abut that. get a job. go to school, try hard in high school so you can be all you can be rather than supporting shit that weakens our economy, society, etc. Goddamnit: Hippies need to enjoy the freedom we have, follow the constitution and be glad we aren't living in a total dictatorship regime! I'm doing everything just fine with my life. I like our president (course he can take it down a notch with his religion). Ohter than that, I'm not complaining....other than sad, bastard liberals that HIPPIES associate themselves with!!!! I cannot stress it enough. everything about them pisses me off!!

Hippies...you don't mean shit. Fuck you all. Fuck your beliefs. Fuck you.

Jon has spoken...

Horray!

I am officially in Theta Tau Epsilon. Feels damn good.

Memorable weekend (but i think my non-stop partying ruined that. haha). I really look forward in getting to hang out with these guys, and I know pledging has helped me shape my shit up with my fears. I also think it goes to show that I can take a leadership role with anything. It will be a good benifit in a long run...

Shitty side of my life is I have no money and no clean clothes. Goddamit anyway.

Peace

Jon

Nymphos...

Alright...I had an obsessive girl on my case earlier this last month. Wow. That is all I have to say about her now days. She hates my guts. Oh well, I still let the good times roll...

And then...Jon gets dumb, drunk and horny one night...went home with an aquaintance. Her first time (Oh no...red alert. I had one before this.). So now she's a nympho, and is pissed that I'm not in the mood to do anything tonight.


Woo-hoo....

Okay...sex is back into my life and is not very enjoyable with this person for one thing cuz now that I know i can get it whenever I want, it is not enjoyable. People can agree. People can call me a dirtball asshole..I really don't give a shit anymore.

I know I have changed, people say I have. just letting the good times roll, I'm only keeping my guard up, and getting straight to the point.

Peace Out....

Jon

Beer Me!

sobriety in my life as of now? no such fucking thing. I have not kept it together for the longest time, and I cannot turn down a cold one after a long day's hard work plus my b/d and Halloween parties going on.

Oh shit, and a buddy of mine just turned 21 today from OTE so I know after our meeting, I'll be at his place partying it dee-own!

Halloween evening was great to say the least. Went out with some ppl on my floor to have a few at the Green Mill, then visited Hard Times and U-Bar to meet up with some other lady friends. Let's just say whatever happens on Halloween, stays on halloween.

Tonight will be another drinking night for me I'm sure, since my friend turned 21 today. Oh Christ. All turn your cell phones off cuz i'm sure i'll be making some ridiculous calls.

Peace out

Jon

and Yes Curt, pitchers will be on me at the Keg when you come back.