Ride the Wind

Snow is here. I gotta peaceful, easy feeling these days with everything basically. Bemidji shows its true colors with this season. Fishing is always the best during winter and the deer will be more visible when I go out muzzleloading.

Now that I'm not a pledge anymore, a lot of weight suddenly came off my shoulders. Yeah, funny how that works. And also I'm focusing more on my academics....hmmmm....

oh i still don't feel like i'm 'one of the guys' yet in Theta Tau Epsilon, but i'll get there soon. Offered to help out with the bake sale today with Intergreek council today. feels good to be involved and get to know ppl on campus. Now I can go home and tell my parents how the university is benefitting me. Senate is cool too. Don't feel like a senator, but i'll get there.

I have the Eagles playing. Found the Cd in a trash can. The former owner of this CD must have felt like The Dude Lebowski about hating the "fucking Eagles." for having a rough day. Don't Mind if i have in my possesion. Good to relax to. I havne't relaxed since the beginning of this semester.

Apparently I had another outrageous + sucky weekend with locking my keys in my car. Got a firend pissed off for allowing a nasty chick get his number from my cell. What else...Jon gets drunk and you all know I get.

The sexual encounters have stopped. It wasn't appealing anymore. I rather test the waters more. She wanted to keep going with it and I had to say enough is enough. Since true love doesn't exist in my life right now, I better keep on keeping on in that field of fuck em', be friends, and let it be. No hard feelings.

Cowboy, give me a holler next month.

Peace out

Jon