A-S-S-H-O-L-E

I am an asshole. Why? Cuz I can be, and that's how I feel. This girl I was talking about who I am 'dating' is still my girlfriend but I sure as hell am not doing my part so far. She's obsessive!! I gave her the hint earlier that I'm not for this relationship. I'm not going to be straight up with her cuz I don't feel like getting into a confrontation with her right now. I'm just gonna go about my business...I found out that I want to stay single, and keep falling for flirty chicks that I don't have a chance with! Seems like the ones who are attracted to me are unatracted and have head issues. Uff-ta!! If Women can be flirty, and seem oblivious that they are hurting guy's feelings leading them on, why the hell can't i be the same, right? Shit. I kind of like being disliked in that nature. I can leave a reputation that I can be a total jerk. Ha! Least I get noticed anyway. All in motion to that, say I....like I give a fuck!! HOw I feel with life now, I kind of want ppl to look back, in ten years to say "Jon Bergstrom is an asshole". It's a rush!! Ahhhh...that way, I have a shield that I won't let women drive me to the dirt at all because I can be a world class prick if I want to be, I have learned. Oh, ask my friends tonight that I kicked it with...they were offended with what I have to say. I will not repeat what I said tonight because it's very unethical. Oh what the hell.......if women want to be slutty, they should be treated as a slut.

Now what does this all hav eto do with me going thru a lot with this girl who's obsessive that Is driving me down to the dirt? Well I guess I want to prove to myself that I'm a prick. Because anyone is capable in doing so!!

Who knows...this is just how I feel about life tonight. Emotions vary, and maybe I'll change for the better or worse tomorrow. Who the fuck knows anyway!

Oh, and I suppose If I say I got into STudent Senate, I'll be bragging right? Like ppl give a damn anyway. REason why I ran is because I WANT TO PROVE TO MYSELF THAT I CAN LEAD RATHER THAN BEING AN AVERAGE DIPSHIT WHO'S FAT, LAZY...I ALSO WANT TO PROVE THAT I WILL NOT HOLD MYSELF BACK AND KICK IT IN THE ASS....

Those who doubted me can go to hell!!
piss off

jon