Big Motherfucking Travesty!!

Those who bad mouth with the decision i just made with joining a greek organization can just as well keep their heads buried in the sand, and be the worthless, opinionated sons of bitches they are. I made a choice, dammit, and i let people hold me back from doing this for the past two years.

I am not thinking less of anybody, i will not let this all overshadow my life (friends, but i don't give two peices of shit for most my family...never felt like i was included in one besides my intermediate one...).

Okay, you want me to explain about my extended family...let's start off with my mom's side.

Lot of them are snobs who ignore my grandma. My mom's sister's family. I'll get on that later...up here, it's horrible. I move to college, and what do my uncles do? Let's have JON take all responsibility to take care of her cuz we are too busy with fishing,d rinking, fucking a pig for a wife....yeah, let's just have jon do it cuz he has no life...yeah, fuck you too!!

I have an uncle who owns a cabin in canada that we have all been there...once...in our lives. Other than that, he only lets his buddies up there and that's it. fuck that noise...if i get invited again, i'll say no. wonder how he'll feel about that.

steve my cousin knows what's going on like i do, and he can agree with me that our family is torn apart up here in bemidji. he grew up a hard life with his dad sweeping shit under the rug, like all those peole do in my mom's family, and it's really tearing him up. steve, i salute you. he has had some bad luck with women like i did. just got kicekd out of his house after getting married and so forth this year...those cass lake bitches aren't worth a pot to piss in i'll tell you that much!!

the other uncle...the one who's in his mid-sixties...hates his life and takes it out on us. no patience with my helpless grandma, just passes it all on me to take responsibility over her. It's fucked up. Too bad he married that bitch treated my cousin steve like shit growing up...

My mom's sister...had two kids...both are snobs. One lives in LA, parties with hollywood...other one teaches at harvard and just looks down on every one us. Know how they made it? being lazy asses as my mom's sister kept taking MONEY from my grandma after receiving ga'zillions of money from my grandpa's will to pay their way thru life. Such a travesty, and just chaps my ass. They still need to pay my grandma back after 20 years....

Cowboy, i need you to give them a size-ten cowboy kick to their throats...freeloading bastards!!

My Dad's family from spam-town...are a bit thoughtful, but there's so much of them. don't spend a whole lot of time with them and wish i would. they are cool. but not as close cuz we are stuck with the drama-bullshit with my mom's family.

Mom and Dad they are cool. Mom's a worry-wreck that annoys the hell out of me, and my dad is a hard-ass, short-tempered irishman. No wonder i turned out the way I did...

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I just wish i wasn't cursed!