Weirded Out.....

(Okay, i may have told you this story on a drunken blog that i posted last night)


I was online on Yahoo this weekend, and my friend from Kenya im'ed me. We started talking like how we normally talked, and then she asked me "I'm your friend, right? You'll do anything for a friend that means" and I said "Depends on the situation, yo!" and then she said "Well, I need to go back to my country...and I need a husband so will you..."

What the hell?! This girl is out of her mind! I just broke it off with a crazy girl, I am doing just fine being single, well, somewhat. I do not know her too well! She's nice, but a little shady. She doesn't really want us to be a couple, just wants me to be her mediocre husband. And how in the hell do you think that will fly? I'm sorry, I have my own life to focus on. She told me even though we are friends, she would not like it if I have an interest in a different girl and I cannot tell anyone about this...oops! I just did...heh, i told a couple of my closest friends here on campus today. If she doesn't care about my life, and abusing our friendship like that, why should I care? But who knows, maybe she does like me, but that will be naive of me to believe that!!

I will admit...i am a little flattered she has a bit of an interst in me..and i did to for her but she moved to the cities plus she's shady. Knew she was a bit crazy after talking to her a week later. My brother did say I meet a lot of weird people up here lol!

If you get to know this girl, she seems to be very dishonest, hard to trust, and is a sweet talker. Very possesive. She tries to make you feel sorry for her, and seems to get anything she wants in life. She will bleed you dry whenever you do her favors..she won't pay you back. I hear this stuff from other people, and I have noticed it myself.

I have calmed down a little bit, but still I have a lot on my mind with other things. I hope this stress eases up a little, so I can focus on ME instead of other people that are on my mind from day in to day out. I need to be MYSELF!

If any of you saw that drunk message i posted last night, I apologize. That is not me, and I work on limiting myself with alcohol on nights that I drink. Why did i drink last night? Well, this had something to do with it and plus a few other things...

Peace Out

J2K