Laura....

Alright, another clarification...I do not want to find another Laura out there because......

number one, if you are playing to be a cocktease, (or to be politically correct), you only like it to get attention from other guys at this day in age, you aren't worth a damn to me. I have had it. I went thru this shit all of my life, and if you don't care to get to know who i am, you are no friend to me. Stay the hell away from me. Sick of being an instrument to boost their self-esteem!

number two, if you want to be used and just be fuck buddies, no commitments, that is just arlight with me...but don't make it seem like it will be a mountain built out of a mole hill for me. Don't make any promises.


number three...i am not that cool anyway, and it doesn't help that my heart gets played! I honestly feel that ppl are out there to use me, and whatnot. It sucks!

For females out there who read this, i am not saying all females are that way, but it's a shame what I am going thru with this girl, Laura. I just can't handle coming home, listening to her messages and so forth and it got me into this shit mood. I am a little tipsy, and this may seem like it is too extreme to be Jon. Liek you have not seen an angry message from me...

J2K, loaded like a freight train, observing life again is signing off....