To Be A Simple Kind of Man

This song resembles what I went thru this past year. I had a relationship, I was in love, it was great. I even put up with the things no one in a relationship could ever imagine, and I stuck with it cuz I feared this is as good as I am going to make it with a girl, even though she treated me the way she did. Very heinous, but that's neither here nor there. I learned a lot about myself after it was all over. I was never a man with confidence. I learned that I am actually strong, the friends I had cared for me, and there's so many things to do, so many people to meet, and many places to see. I have never been happier being single and living it up! I'm going to play by ear with getting into another relationship when it comes down to it. I need to rekindle my fire with my social life more. My friends Jesse and Andy went to the bar with me last week. had some great times, shot the shit (accepted the fact that I had a little too much fun doing karoke???). Sam, my friend from Sudan, has been around and we have been kicking it as well. We go to his hometown, Fergus Falls, and chill with his friends from the Community college there. Great people. Andy introduced me to a couple friends of his...his girlfriend Cassie and Steph. They all became very close on their trip to Europe. Partied with them last night and had a great time. Been awhile since I went to a place off campus to chill, drink, and have a good time. Good people to be around, pry gonna see them around a lot this summer. Can't wait! I don't know but I think this is a work from the good Lord himself, and yes, I am a believer in the good book, I prayed while going thru tough times. Since September, I have been on an outrageous rollercoaster ride. Like I said before, my ex means well, she is just not for me. I think there's a lot of growing up to do there. But anyway, I think God had his sights on me and showed me that there are plenty fish in the sea, and this relationship was only bringing me down to an all time low, where I didn't need to be. Now I can enjoy life without any of those hassels I went thru. Have a great time, and be myself!